Blessings

I'm thankful for...
1. knowing the One true God Jehovah and having the privilege to serve Him
2. to belong to His world wide organization
3. to have three wonderful, beautiful children
4. that I have my real family and a family who raised me as their own
5. that I am gifted with a strong and healthy body
6. that I have a job
7. that me and my kids have a place to live
8. that we have enough food on the table
9. that I have lots of friends who are true
10. that I can accept my mistakes and apologize for them
11. that I am resilient
12. that I am able to forgive
13. that I am able to love without asking for something in return....

April 28, 2008

The day is almost ending for most people but it's just starting with mine.Actually I really don't know when my day starts...coming home from anotherwork and taking a nap for a few hours before going to another job...sighs.

I've just prepared the slides i'm going to use to teach Koreans english online.It's a pretty easy job (I've been doing for 8 months now) and fulfillingtoo. And now... I was told by my Team Leader to inform my students that Friday is going to be my last day. I'm feeling sad about leavingtoo but I have to give this up to give more time for more important things... and that is attending Christian meetings on weeknights, whichI have been missing because of my night job. I need to make these necessary changes in my life to get myself back on track... and making spiritual things the primary thing in my life. :)

April 27, 2008

Yup changes are happening soon. I'm excited. I have been praying to God about giving me a good paying job. I have been working two jobs for the past 8 months now, getting little sleep (3-4 hours of sleep , working 7 days a week) and it's taking a toll on my health now. Everyone thinks I've lost weight. And I'm getting sickly. I can't afford to get sick. I'm a single mom and my kids depend on me. Plus I haven't focused on my spirituality cos I've been too busy working my a** off. I've decided to give up my online tutoring job and that means losing thousands of pesos that helped me make ends meet for the past few months. And so I turned to Jah in prayers, promising Him that I would go back to pioneering once I get a good paying job to support my family. And so.... suddenly, the opportunity came last week. I got accepted in just half a day... imagine.. proving once more that Jah hears and answers prayers. I am so thankful! I will be keeping my promise to Him... besides, I miss serving Him, serving Him fulltime were the best years of my life and it would really be a joy to go back to that privilege.